Tuesday, September 23, 2014

If Only I

"... and I'd talk to you if only I could speak
and I'd dream of you if only I could fall asleep."
- Jon Mclaughlin, If Only I

There are times when we would commit the mistakes we've done before and it's too late when we realize it. There are times when we'd commit these mistakes thinking that we have learned our lesson but we haven't. 

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

To someone I used to like...

I was willing to overlook your flaws and I was so willing to only look at your flairs, but you see I was blinded by a longing. I was longing for someone who I could share my moments with and have my own little bubble with, someone I could have the pleasure of talking until reality beckons us, or someone who would stay with me in silence. I was longing for someone's presence in my life and I was so glad that I stopped wishing it was you. I was so glad that I woke up from my infatuation and that I know who I should be longing for.

We both have things to learn and I think I have learned mine. I fervently hope that you have learned yours as well before any regret happens. Nevertheless, I thank God for letting me meet you and know you. For without you, I wouldn't have known what I was looking for. I would still put you in a pedestal that you don't deserve. You were meant to live in a chapter of my story and I have turned my pages to write the next one. You were a character in passing and I'm glad of it.