wreck

The last time I posted here was on February. Sorry my blogspot, Tumblr captivated me. I'm back now for the mean time. hehehe.

As usual, I am feeling depressed, so I blog.

First off, I do not understand myself one bit. I am a mess. I do things impulsively. I can't even understand my own feelings. I am a wreck. A smiling wreck! 

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I can't understand why people treat me this way. Am I too nice, or am I just too gullible? Am I trying to fit in or am I trying to conform? Am I just too different?

Sometimes I just want to be indifferent.