Yesterday was katrina's bday. We had enormous fun, i was smiling the whole time, laughing even. The food was great! Napakasaya ng gabi na iyon para sa akin, pero habang ako'y nagpapakasaya may isa namang taong nagiisip ng iba o naghihinala sa akin.. feeling nya naglalsing ako, gumagastos ng bonggang bongga at may boyfriend na. To tell you the truth, the said things above are all false. i am not a drukard, i am not a "gastadora" nor am i in a relationship. to make things worst, i was scolded by the time i got back home. now i say to myself, is this really a home? Although i know that she is concerned about my welfare, nafeefeel ko na nakakasakal na ito. hindi mo malaman kung saan ka lulugar, kung saan ka nabibilang, kung saan ka nararapat na pumunta. Marahil ganito ang aking pagiisip dahil sa epekto ng kaguluhan dito sa aking tinitirahan. Ako'y pilit na umiintindi pero di magawang gawin ang aking gusto dahil nauunahan ako ng "pride" or i don't know maybe i'm just a coward. napakaselfish ko. at hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin sa buhay ko... kung anong pagaayos pa ang kinakailangan para mabuo ako.. Tila ako'y mamumuhay ng ganito habang buhay... hay.. pero wag naman sana...

it's been a while

hey blog,yes, it's been a while since i last blogged here. i missed blogging... i've been busy with stuff like work and this site.. --->>> www.asiantwicoven.ning.com
it's really a fun site, it's actually a role-playing site, a twilight saga role playing site. this is where i found my twihard friends. lovely meeting , to tell you the truth, the girls and me met in plurk, i was a fan of their site but before that someone from the site invited me to look at the site. so me being the typical twilight fan peeked at their site... and the rest is history, as they say. *chuckles*


Eclipse is drawing near and the best thing a twihard can do is to buy tickets before it's sold out! :D i bought my ticket yesterday... it's a midnight screening on june 29 which means it's actually june 30 morning... anyway, i'm really excited to see Mr. Jasper Hale on screen. he's the person i'm anticipating to see in this movie franchise, not to forget Doc Cullen! oooh! luscious human beings! *drool*


till here, i'll see you on the Eclipse screening! :D