Saturday, January 1, 2011

happy new year?

This is the saddest New year I have experienced. I try to smile and greet everyone a happy new year but my heart cries. I see my family physically together but their thoughts and actions are apart. One tries to mend the broken bond, but the other hesitates. 

Blow the "torotot" to ward of the evil spirits they say, but i blow that thing to release a bit of uneasiness and melancholic emotion inside me. 

I see people smile on the T.V. Are those smiles real? Or do they keep a facade like I do. 

OH, indeed, it is a Happy New Year.